Love

This is going to sound stupid but it is the way that I feel at the moment.
Love is such an incomprehensible emotion it reaches down to the worthless and gives it esteem far beyond what it deserves. I look at myself and I see flaws problems and faults. I see an overgrown teenager who strives for God and yet does not succeed in fact falls far short at many times. One who is tied strongly to the world and the materialism it represents. (and more which I will not type lest I write for Africa). And yet someone has told me that I have a worth to them, that there is a value more than friendship within me. I cannot understand it. I see what people mean when they say that people are most like God when they love; incomprehensible, what is man that You love him? I cannot believe it and my mind tricks itself into seeing the darkness that it desires to see. I see them and how loving they are too everyone. Then I look at myself and think maybe I just imagined it all...
This is not a woe is me post nor is it a post of joy is the world, its just how I feel at this very moment.